Like an evil version of yourself, whispering in your own ear and sowing seeds of fear and loathing, is self doubt. Everyone has a little self doubt every once in awhile. We can't avoid it, it's part of our nature. Our evil twin, ever a part of us. Why don't more people turn around and beat the shit out of their twin with a wet noodle and a five iron? If you have things you want to achieve, get the fuck out there and achieve them! Figure out what your dream is, and hunt that mother fucker down with no mercy. These are your dreams, this is your life, and it's not going to come easy. You will be your own most vicious villain, your own darkest hour. Fight, and triumph.

On a different note, I've got a painting that's coming along nicely. Knocking away on that. Doing some concepts and working on some 3d models also. I'm Bidding on a Wacom Cintiq on ebay since apparently Amazon sucks ass. I ordered a tablet from them on July 22nd, and it was supposed to be my b-day gift. On Aug 12 i get an email saying that the shipping has been delayed to Aug 26- Sept 7th or some shit. I'm not fucking waiting for fail like that.